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Thursday, 14 April 2011
OMG I HAVE NO MOTIVATION I'M DRIVING MYSELF CRAZY I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO I DON'T KNOW WHY I AM COMPLAINING WHEN I CAN BE DOING WORK I HATE MYSELF FOR NOT HAVING THE STRENGTH TO PULL MYSELF TOGETHER AND DO SOME REVISION THIS IS SOME SERIOUS SELF HATINGNESS OMGOODNESS WHAT DO I DO? I HAVE SO MANY EXAMS, GCSES ARE THE DEATH OF ME,AND ITS COMING CLOSER DAY BY DAY,AND I'M JUST LETTING EACH DAY PASS. I HAVE NOT DONE ANYTHING TODAY AND I FEEL SO UTTERLY GUILTY,HELP ME! I CAN'T GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD, I CAN'T PROCESS THE FACT THAT I HAVE GCSES IN A MONTH'S TIME AND IT WILL POTENTIALLY DETERMINE MY WHOLE FUTURE,MY FUTURE,MY CAREER DEPENDS ON WHAT I DO NOW. I SWEAR,IF I DON'T WORK HARD NOW, I WILL REGRET IT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE,I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING. STRESS ALERT! OHMYGOD,ARGHHHHH. |
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