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Tuesday, 29 March 2011
i think i am going crazy,literally!i'm so excited for tomorrow i don't think i can sleep tonight.BREATHE! its less than 24 hours till i see taylor swift again for the third time! i love her so very much.i bet i will hyperventilate when she comes on stage!i may probably seem mad to you readers out there but i do not care.taylor swift is one of my my idols!eeeek!in addition to that,her songs and lyrics are just amazing! i love the lyrics because any girl can just relate to it,and her songs are filled with many many emotions.she is actually brilliant! AAAHHHHHHH!! |
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Saturday, 26 March 2011
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finally handed in my ICT coursework! i am now able to relax a little bit,watch a bit of tv and just laze around :D i am over the moon, just have french to do and then i can fully concentrate on revision. it's already saturday evening.why does time go so quickly? i feel like i've wasted my day doing nothing! i have loads of homework but i just cannot be bothered :( maybe i'll work on it tomorrow. why do i always want the things that i can't possibly have? humans are fascinating creatures. |
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Tuesday, 22 March 2011
been doing alot of thinking lately,just thinking about life and things,and how i'm gunna fail at it,and blah blah blah,you know the drill.hmm.i really think i made the wrong decisions about my a levels,i'm not sure,but the deadline to change it is the 25th march,so only a few days left,i doubt i'll change my subjects,i do like my options,but i also wanted to do biology and chemistry,oh well,i'll live,my subjects aren't particularly 'soft subjects' i hope, well only a few but i'll get by,hopefully.i dunno,i'm an indecisive person too,so arghh,stupid decision making, its just so frustrating,and i'm annoyed with myself because i haven't done enough ICT today,i'm supposed to have done p5 and p6,but i've only done p5 today,ahhh,deadline is so soon and i'm starting to freak out,i need to scream,but the thing is,i am not capable of screaming,arrrrghhhhhhh,FML,seriously,FML. :( |
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Monday, 21 March 2011
deadline for ICT is the 25th March,so i must finish this!its 9pm already and i still have not started my work.kill me now D: okay okay okay,i will do start it in 15 minutes,maybe... you're from a whole other world a different dimension you open my eyes and i'm ready to go, lead me into the light - E.T Katy Perry love love love it |
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Sunday, 20 March 2011
ahh,panic! i said i would actually do some homework this weekend,but turned out to be a lie.i need to do some ICT,i NEED TO FINISH MY P MARKS! :( i will start working on it tomorrow i guess...i'm so frustrated with myself,i lack motivation,i don't have the ability to work,i will do everything BUT work.what is wrong with me?!?!?!? imma stupid one. 我们爱得没有错. |
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Wednesday, 16 March 2011
I'VE LOST THE WILL TO SING,ahh,everytime i try,i can't even hit the right note.the sore throats have literally killed my voice. gutted. |
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everyone in school is raving about a 13 year old weirdo,being 'famous' for all the wrong reasons.rebecca black is AWFUL,period.her voice is rubbish,her face annoys me,and the song is just unbelievably dreadful,and the lyrics are so stupid,hurts my ears when i listen to it,no joke. the way she sings 'friday' annoys me to the MAX.listen for yourself and erghhh you'll see. It’s Friday, Friday Gotta get down on Friday Everybody’s lookin’ forward to the weekend, weekend Friday, Friday Gettin’ down on Friday Everybody’s lookin’ forward to the weekend ^ HORRIFIED BY THAT ^ |
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Monday, 14 March 2011
favourite song at the moment. WHO YOU ARE. i stare at my reflection in the mirror why am I doing this to myself? losing my mind on a tiny error i nearly left the real me on the shelf no,no, no, no... don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing it's okay not to be okay sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising just be true to who you are |
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monday blues.school is ever so depressing especially on a monday,didn't do much today except for going to the fitness studio with haaniah, and we were discussing the wonders of the world.i just wanna be far away from here right now,or summer please hurry up AT LEAST! i just feel like going away into the distant stars,and just to leave everything behind,school is so stressful,if i just give up now,i'll have one less burden on my shoulders.of course,that will only happen in a perfect world,we gotta face reality. i would love to live in a perfect world. the time has really come for us all,its time to grow up and really think about the future ahead.we don't have a lot of time left till we finish high school.so,i need to gather myself together and figure it out.its quite scary to think that TWO years ago we were in year 9,only teeny tiny kids with nothing better to do,and now in TWO years time,we will be going our separate ways,and going off to universities etc.THE TIME IS NOW,TIME TO GET SERIOUS. xo. |
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Sunday, 13 March 2011
Finally! I have finally found the time to transfer my posts from my private blog to this blog, I keep forgetting that I have this blog, maybe I should really write more here. I use my private blog more because no one reads it except me and its PRIVATE so I like it, I like my privacy. But, my aim is to remember that I have a public blog for anyone to read, and I should write here because I actually have some readers, I hope. I also made an effort to change my blog skin, to signify a new start! Here’s to writing more posts! Yay :D I also wanna say this will be a substitute to facebook and twitter. Sunday is a boring, chillout day. However, yesterday was a great day because I just chilled with an Australian girl, it was quite fascinating really, she kinda turned into an indian at some point, and also turned American, wow! Exciting stuff, you’d never imagine that, a girl with like a billion accents, you know who you are ;) going on youtube was fab too! Hahaaa, I had an inspiration. I think I might try doing something different sometime, I’ve always wanted to do it. I want to do it just to be different and just because some youtube dude inspired me. I also don’t like the fact that everyone is getting blogs now, I remember the time when I had a blog and my friends googled their names or whatever and found it on google, and I was a weirdo then for writing a blog. Not great, that was meant to be private you see. NOT SO WEIRD NOW! Anyway, that’s going off topic, I’m gunna make a change to my blog posts! maybe...I think, I think I might just have an idea for this thing, I think I may talk about ‘accents’ if I ever get round to it :P I promise I will post soon, peace and loves xo |
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Friday, 11 March 2011
A bee is attracted to the prettiest flower A girl is attracted to the sweetest boy I am attracted to the heartless you |
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Monday, 7 March 2011
Its pancake day tomorrow and it will be the start of lent so I am going to give up: -Chocolate and other junk food -Snacking && this is not giving up something but i aim to go to the fitness studio at least twice a week with my fellow mateys. I hope I stick to it, it will be a great challenge for me, because facebook really is my only way of communication and I don’t know what I would do without it, i’ll live. I’ll just have to learn to live without it, and when exam time comes, I might have to deactivate it or something or have someone change my password, arghh. I think there’s some sort of addiction to go on it just to check what’s new and if there’s any gossip. To be honest, its not very interesting most of the time, I just have to go on it. BUT I’M NOT GUNNA DO THAT for 40 days! Wish me luck!! WILLPOWER!! |
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Friday, 4 March 2011
4th march - it’s daddy’s birthday today, I made him a coffee and walnut cake and decorated it with coffee butter icing and I wrote ‘happy birthday’ etc etc and the things you do when you decorate. I made it all pretty and gave it to him. :D makes up for not getting a present I guess. I hope he liked it anyway, I put in lots of effort and time to make it. So yeah, that’s it for today, peace x |
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Thursday, 3 March 2011
OMG, so scary. My laptop broke down today :( I took it to PC world though, to the TECH GUYS, hoping they could sort it out , and they said I would get in back in 5 to 7 days!? Seriously, I have never been away from my laptop for 7 days! That’s’ just torture. I’ll just have to learn to live without it.i have a back up though, which is my wonderful computer, he’s quite old now, bless the comp, that’s why its so freaking slow. |
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